I wake up. get dressed. stare in the mirror

wish i didnt regret everything about this year

i hear your happy now, thats a good way to start

at least i know which one of us is lying to her heart

cause when im here and your there... were apart

but when your there and im there we were together

I loved you so much i forgot why, now i remember

You want me back, but you want better at the same time

so you punish me, like i committed some rediculous crime

with every line it just gets more depressing

you cant think strait, you just keep on stressing

cant decide what kind of dressing

you want on your salad, what sort of cereal

to eat in the morning, its just surreal

this feeling you feel. its so hard not knowing

you try to hate me but you remember you glowing

every time i kissed your cheek. every day. every week.

and im going to show you the man i can be

and everything we could accomplish if you just beleive in me

And i know that you want to but for some reason you cant.

you cant get over the past you call your friends and you rant

everything that bothers you about me, how you cant understand

why it is that you love me, cant get me out of your head

and i was really a jerk howcome i said what i said.

why did i bother to dig you out of every rut that you dug

if i didnt want to be your escape and the guy who you loved

howcome you sleep so much better knowing your wrapped in my arms

i just wish i could start over, never forget about your charm

why did i let go, and make a stupid game first on my list

when i knew it was worth giving up for your kiss

truth is i dont know, but i know i know this

I still wanna be the guy that has to hold your purse

opens your car door, and lets you get in first

I dont know if I'm best for you, but i know im not the worst

you can squeeze my hand no matter how much it hurts

I'll still want to stand next to you for all seven births

I dont care how long it takes, as long as im with you in the end

because now or five years from now, I love you more than a friend.